One too many dirty dishcloths

Life.  Hard.  Harder.  Endure.
Fight, worry about money, worry about closing, losing.
Health, effect, effect on you, on me, on him, on us.
Rarely as a family.
Which bills to pay.
Fear of disappointing owing legal accounting tax employees opportunities at
Late nights - job, business, constant lack of sleep.

Grieving, but never really grieving.

It could be
Lack of exercise   Lack of personal happiness.  Negative self image.  Hormonal imbalance.
Too much work, too much work, too much work.
Dirty clothes,
dirty dishes,
dirty dishcloths, coats, aprons.

Dirty mouth.
"Stop."  A four letter word.  A dirty one.

Deteriorating relationships, confidence, motivation.
Our ticket to success or complete ruin.  One or the other.
When will it change...  When will it end...

No light at the end of the tunnel.
Just an endless tunnel.
Deeper and deeper into the depths.
My canary is about to die.