Seething with embittered passion
I wait and scrape and
Expect the impossibility of
So many possibilities
Back up and run over another ambition
Age defying minefield where I
Trip painfully
Wish I could move mainly
Without debt
Laborious, whittling new passions
Work toward a goal but lessens
The objective because I forever
Wonder where I went wrong
No wonder I choose not to hold
On for long
July 15, 02
Monday, July 15, 2002
Create
Embryonic mishap
That was our fate
Bastard of social conformity
Stop all to prevent deformity
Look now at what you create
Cancerous melancholy
Of those alone
Mosquito bite reaction
To losing life altering traction
More offspring others condone
A need to create
New born successors
Bare naked link between
Her lineage benefit seen
Lost weakness of feeling lesser
July 15, 02
That was our fate
Bastard of social conformity
Stop all to prevent deformity
Look now at what you create
Cancerous melancholy
Of those alone
Mosquito bite reaction
To losing life altering traction
More offspring others condone
A need to create
New born successors
Bare naked link between
Her lineage benefit seen
Lost weakness of feeling lesser
July 15, 02
Sunday, July 14, 2002
Friday, June 28, 2002
Cards in Car
I live in monetary desolation
Hopeful ruin without exhaust
Where I beg for my drinks but
Reside in luxury
Avoiding mean finance through
Others that love me
Happily chat with my potential assets
Curse them after positive yet unwanted response
Solve this with new credit card,
Pasta in a box and stubborn demand
Adult demeanor or satisfaction
The meaning and benefit of both, but
Possible like a cold July in Orlando
June 28, 02
Hopeful ruin without exhaust
Where I beg for my drinks but
Reside in luxury
Avoiding mean finance through
Others that love me
Happily chat with my potential assets
Curse them after positive yet unwanted response
Solve this with new credit card,
Pasta in a box and stubborn demand
Adult demeanor or satisfaction
The meaning and benefit of both, but
Possible like a cold July in Orlando
June 28, 02
Tuesday, June 25, 2002
Justin
White the way its supposed to be
White the way the grass sleeps
Memorable masterpiece
Green the way its always been
Green beneath the happy grin
Aggressive behavior and
Jarhead scowls
June 25, 02
White the way the grass sleeps
Memorable masterpiece
Green the way its always been
Green beneath the happy grin
Aggressive behavior and
Jarhead scowls
June 25, 02
Tuesday, June 11, 2002
Drugged
Wake up sweaty, entangled
Senses matted, like my hair
See him
Only 3 drinks—one from
His arm which flops over me
My thoughts garbled with
Urges of flight and panicked flashbacks that
End without conclusion
June 11, 2002
Senses matted, like my hair
See him
Only 3 drinks—one from
His arm which flops over me
My thoughts garbled with
Urges of flight and panicked flashbacks that
End without conclusion
June 11, 2002
Tuesday, May 7, 2002
Comfortable Relapse
No, but two wrongs makes a hypocrite
You’re awfully nobel
Somewhat lame
Your are wrong like beastiality
But much less sick
A taboo term for you, you
Fear the association
The next morning of our relationship—
No makeup and foul breath
Turn away in disgust or to spare the other?
The point of no return
Hide from the things you fear
I take cover from you
May 7, 2002
You’re awfully nobel
Somewhat lame
Your are wrong like beastiality
But much less sick
A taboo term for you, you
Fear the association
The next morning of our relationship—
No makeup and foul breath
Turn away in disgust or to spare the other?
The point of no return
Hide from the things you fear
I take cover from you
May 7, 2002
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